may.b.ness

Is it weird that I seem to like wounds? Maybe not the initial part of getting hurt, but the sore wound afterwards. Sure it still hurts but that pain is what I relish in. Like it’s a testiment that I can actually feel something. If that is the case, am I normally numb in the everyday life? I’d always thought it was really weird and crazy that ppl would cut themselves on purpose. Not that I would ever do that, but I can kind of understand their reason behind it. A need to feel SOMETHING. even if it’s pain.